Sunday, February 15, 2009
Attention Seeking
I dunno abt it, but now, im sure a attention seeking person. esp attention from someone. to tt person, i sincerely apologize. i must have hurted ur feelings. i didnt meant it to be like this.
maybe you understand wad im feeling, or maybe you dun...
i dunno, it's just tt somehow i always drifted out of the memories of others...
in school, i was always sitting down there, but rarely anyone comes and chat with me. after school when i stay in school or whether im at home online on msn, the number if conversation window i have opened is only 1 most of the time.
my brother often goes out of the house, which make playing games boring... the same with online games... though there are many people playing, there are people who i do not know.
somehow it seems like im living on my own island. there's no one else here with me. it hurts just to see people chatting while i just sit down there.... waiting and waiting...
i fear letting go and stop trying to get attention coz im worried tt i'll be forgotten..... erased from the memories from those that i know
Posted by Dennis at 8:33 PM